a few reasons why i have cried at the end of the day for a week ( Read more... )

lastnight was horrible ( Read more... )

hes more amazing than ever......i fucking hate colorado, and hope the house never gets finished ( Read more... )

it hurts enough to cry knowing that you hate me, knowing that you dont give a fuck about me or how im doing. i think about you every day and i try to stay busy so i dont have to. im the biggest god damn hypocrite, but i hate hearing about you. i hate it when fucking randoms who i could care less about talk to me about you, i hate seeing your dad at ( Read more... )

the nervous part is over....now its time for the intolerable hate for work ( Read more... )

i like that my soon to be roomie can read me from across the room, know just whats on my mind and give me just the right advice.......love ya girl!


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dave is gone, why is everyone i love leaving me!? yea hell be back in 2 weeks, but come on meow ( Read more... )

FUCK THIS SHIT......fuck fallbrook, fuck everyone who thinks they are doing me good by "warning" me. fuck false friendships, fuck the pub, fuck drunk pathetic wastes of life......im at my wits end. the only person i trust right now is dave....thats it......one out of a hundred that i know, all i can depend on is one! FUCK THIS SHIT, BURN IN HELL

buck is finally home! and i think i almost peed my pants when i saw him get off the train! aaaand then i had to go to work........wow, yea, wish i planned ahead on that one. we made up for lost time when i was at work he came with brit and had a few drinks. i got to clock out and eat with them, it was good. BANGERS! then i talked to dave after ( Read more... )

tomorrow will be eventful, and im excited ( Read more... )