cuz it's ppls reactions that make me think "why the fuck do i bother trying" and i hate myself because something's come back to haunt me and i don't know what to do and i don't think anyone can help me cuz it's my decision..and i'll end up hating myself for the either choice i choose ..probably
u just have to have more faith in whatever decisions u make even if people's reactions aren't what u expect or want. just don't take them to heart and they won't affect ur perception on urself. i think u just have low self-esteem of urself, and u might think ur decisions are worthy for u; but when others react in a way u don't expect - u start questioning urself. i think it all goes back to u. u gotta back urself up no matter what. ok that was a huge ramble...sorry dood
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how can u expect others to love u when u can't even love urself?
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and i hate myself because something's come back to haunt me and i don't know what to do
and i don't think anyone can help me cuz it's my decision..and i'll end up hating myself for the either choice i choose ..probably
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even if people's reactions aren't what u expect or want. just don't take them to heart and they won't affect ur perception on urself. i think u just have low self-esteem of urself, and u might think ur decisions are worthy for u; but when others react in a way u don't expect - u start questioning urself. i think it all goes back to u. u gotta back urself up no matter what. ok that was a huge ramble...sorry dood
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whats the problem? i know im bitchy and stressed lately but im here if u wanna talk no matter what
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