Long Time

[grazie_signore]

I haven't written in a while. I got extremely jaded-- I forget why-- about friendships. I suddenly felt like I was alone, and I needn't waste my time updating the world on my boring life. But today's been a bad day. So I'll give the journal a go, even if nothing comes of it but catharsis. Well, we won't go that far.

A lot's happened. I don't know

Comments

*sniff*

[youwish2haha]

*Sniff Sniff* ...I didnt get a personalized, italicized memo at the bottom.... i think i may cry.... damn.

btw, i lost my phone a coupla weeks ago, thats why i havent called... i love you, and i need your cell # again...

*muah*

_little brother

Re: *sniff*

[grazie_signore]

Sorry! I didn't know that you read my LJ.

Mark, I love you to pieces, and I can't wait to see you. Btw, you better make time for me you busy boy.

[dulcevita]

That sucks... but you know, maybe it would have just overloaded you and made you stress out. You do too much.
I hope you're not still jaded... I get the feeling that I may have had a lot to do with that. I don't really feel jaded losing the closeness of so many people ... more... cold-hearted... self-defense? I don't know. Maybe that's not a good thing. Anyway.
Thanks. It's pretty and exciting but it's more real-lifey than I was expecting, and less poetry.
You should write more.

[grazie_signore]

I know what you mean by real-lifey and less poetry. You're practically living with Paul from what I can gather, and yeah, it's a big step. Living with a guy for a year feels like twenty years of marriage. But at least you get all the ugliness out of the way, and you can really focus on making the relationship work and being happy even when things are less than pleasant.

[dulcevita]

Heh. No, definately not living with Paul. That would drive me crazy.

[shootingstrs]

Hey Girl! I miss you too! That is a really great quote...cept it kinda just made me more sad. Oh well. I cannot even wait to see you! I only have 1 more week till I'm done:) ICE SKATING!! Love you!