Even Now

[grd55]

He sees her now, out of the corner of his eye, and is hit by a wave of complexity so deep it nearly doubles him over. He’s filled with sorrow so deep that he can’t see through the clutches of its inky blackness and the memory of a love bright enough to pierce it, even here, even now. She’s laughing, as she does often, but there’s a melancholy

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[drama_chikk]

I know this is going to sound cleche and cheezy but i know exactly what you're going through. because i do most of those things too. You don't know it...i've never told you, but know that i'm going through all that too. And mine's not allowed to be shown either. I can't even talk to the one who means the most to me. You can talk to me about it if you want. Or just know that we're connected in some morbid, tragic way. Know that i hurt too. I keep things that meant alot to both of us with me at all times...it helps and hurts, but mostly helps...keep going strong. Only time will make the hurt cease.

Even Now.

[lifeisrad_soami]

Even now he still didn't know exactly what that phone call had meant to her. Her phone rang and in an alost anticipating manner she picked up after one ring. His voice was not the one she had become so accustomed to. It was low and he spoke with an insecure tone. "Do you have a while?" he asked, already knowing her answer. "Of course, always," she replied reassuringly.

I will always have a while. I will always be there to be the one you know you'll call.

You paint pictures with your words, you know that? This was a sad picture, but still beautiful.

You're amazing. Never think anything less.