I am so far down even the slightest bit of up seems so far away!

There were days I never deserved him and then there were days I thanked god for giving me him and of course there were days I wondered what I did so wrong to have god put me with him ... there were days I wondered if he loved me or if I loved him enough, there were days I worried I wasn't enough for him and all he wanted in life, there were days I ( Read more... )

If it was the "right" thing to do then why do I hurt so much?

How could you have been so aware of me feelings and still do what you've done, I was there for you w/o any alterative motives, I gave you advice and I was your friend and you filled me with such bullshit and didn't even have the curtsey to be honest with me... Not once ( Read more... )

I do not understand boys!

STRIKE THREE MUTHAFUCKA AND YOU DIDN'T EVEN SEE IT COMIN!!!

GOOD LUCK IN THE FUTURE!

Well work is well...work. I miss everyone like freaking crazy, I have no life now ya know. Umm other then that nothing much has been going on I just wanted everyone to know that I miss them and I am not avioding thme just working all the damn time..

Love you

I miss him
I miss the attention he gives me
I miss that feeling of I am the only one in the room when I am with him
I miss seeing him everyday and I am afraid some other girl is going to get to be me with him.

I want to see this on your fucking tomb-stone pal!

What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold

Ok I was searching through my kybound journal trying to find something and I came across this comment that I had never seen until now, it was posted not long after graduation and I find it funny it just sux that I missed out on the laughter for so long. Now I am gonna wonder who it was damn damn damn oh well my mom found it funny as well!

Well ( Read more... )