Utah is a wonderful place to be, its so open and so cold and snow. Yeah, i havent wrote in this for awhile so suck a cock. So friday i hung out with sarah after school and saw Shawn with another girl.. Whoa, that was unexpected! Anyways, so we went to go pick up sylvia and then ean. Then we went to fiesta at 10:30 at night to pick some shit up from ( Read more... )

Another morning where im waking up feeling sick .. It's 6:13 and i need to get into the shower, i was running alittle bit late yesterday. I'm listening to Saosin. I'm seeing if it will somewhat wake me up so i can get into the shower and not fall asleep.

I forgot to take m make up off last night i fell asleep on my bed with my lights on and ( Read more... )

so it was great outside earlier, like my day! Then all of a sudden it is starting to get fucking windy and raining agian and me and my dad are fighting and he is a bastard! I hate him. Ah, so im not supposed to be on my computer tonight but hes at the store, how in the hell is he going to know.. dumbass.. then im not allowed on the damn phone.

Mmmk ( Read more... )

goodmorning :-|.

I woke up on the wrong side or something this morning. I am in the worst mood, my dad made me breakfast and i acted like i didn't want to have anything to do with him. Its 6:15 and i should be in the shower but im sitting on here while my shower is still running. My water is going to be cold, and piss me off anymore. I feel sick ( Read more... )

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Field Trip today at school.. It was so much fun. I was with Sarah, Andrea,Jamie,Brittany, michelle,genese and alot of other people. Over 150 kids!  We went to go to the movies then out to eat. It was good to get away from school until 7th hour!! YAY!

I dont want to go to bed tonight because im scared thaughts of him might just keep me up. I didn't ( Read more... )

HOW SAD

Its funny how ill try so hard to stop thinking about you but i manage to not be able to to. It's odd how everything that is wrong with me i always have you in the back of my head some how telling me everything is going to be alright. Deep down inside my heart, i know its all a lie.

I want to be able to know its all going to be ok. You give me oh so ( Read more... )

Im in computers again and its just not going for me awl to well ( Read more... )