im at home now. today was one of the best days of my life and i have the best girlfriend in the world. me and randy are guna hang out tonite, hopfully. and oh yah, clemson beat the piss out carolina.

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lately ive been looking at the old first cause site. im suprised its still up. but it still gives me alot of great memories. who knows. maybe its not over. we were just a singer away from being really really good. but most likely this dream will die just like the rest. okay here i go again. back to the part where i feel like crap. like i cant ( Read more... )

this time its for real. this time i failed. this time my goals and dreams really do come to a crashing hault. crushed in this tragic accident is my self esteem about being able to survive anything. what if i was wrong for trying. what if ive been wrong this whole time? how is all this going to end? has it allready? im sick of asking questions. im ( Read more... )

well the way it looks right now, i will be leaving masters commission at the end of this semester and moving back to charleston. i still owe around 4500 dollars in tuition ( Read more... )

clemson 26
florida state 10

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ive been back from pearson for a few days now. that was a trip i will never forget. while we were down there, the most popular 16 yr old girl in a town of 2500 died in a car wreck. she was really close to everyone in the church. we had to change the whole week and set up memorial services and the funeral. there was 800 people at her funeral in a ( Read more... )

i just got in from southeastern college in lakeland florida. it was fun down there. saw some old friends. made new ones. got closer to ones i have now. a real good experience. tomorow i leave for pearson georgia. travel. mmmm. i love it. im in the midst of trying to figure out wich cold play cd i like better. i duno. will i ever know? doubt it ( Read more... )

do you ever just act a certain way and while you are acting like that you are thinking in your head "why am i acting like this. please stop. please stop being so mean to the person you love so much! please just stop!" such has been my life the last couple of weeks. i dont want to go into detail about how jerky ive been lately but lets just say its ( Read more... )

clemson beat virginia in overtime on saturday. it was one of the most exciting games ive seen in a long time. and the best part is i got to see with my girlfriend. she is so hot! the weekend home was awesome ( Read more... )