maybe you're right. in fact you are right maybe i am still a kid. i don't know much about life and that makes me sad. i always thought i'd grow up to be something great. something more than i am now not such a loser. why did i talk shit? i don't know was it because i was in a position where i had to grow up really fucking fast? i just wish i could figure it all out you know. why am i so angry or depressed or jealous of people who have what i don't have. it scares me man. i know what your thinking "shut the fuck up.kyle quit bitching" i think that too but i can't help to wonder...where the fuck did i go wrong ? what was i supposed to do you know. i don't know if this is making any sense i guess i'm just ranting. i haven't had anyone i could really open up to.i just can't believe my life just fell apart like this. it sucks
anyway congrats on everything you may think it's bullshit but i really am happy for you. at least one of us made it out alive and ok. i just wish you'd forgive me i really do. maybe someday you will.maybe i'll be all grown up.maybe i'll have kids and a wife and all that. maybe i won't be such a fuckup.
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