Oh Father, you never give me more then I can handle. Help me learn to lean on you more and hear your voice more. I need your wisdom and your comfort that I am doing the right thing. Please, speak to me...

Note to self: never take a shower before snake hunting, since you might end up getting covered in snake blood. Also, snake hunting can take a VERY LONG TIME, only approch when you have about an hour to kill. Oh, also, you need to wear you snake hunting face...Whew! Glad I learned these now!

This past few days have been the most stressful ones I have had in months. Personally...whoa!!! As a someone responsible for others, dramatic as well....I just need a slow, uneventful week - with no funny business! I carry all my stress in my neck\shoulders and I am soooooooooooo tight it's insane! I don't go in until Wend for an adjustment either ( Read more... )

It's almost 3am, and I have been wide awake for over an hour. I have so much on my mind, so many questions for them and God, so many emotions there is no way in the world I can sleep. At least Glory is awake, laying with me in bed, so I don't feel as odd being ao awake at such an early hour. I kinda think maybe God woke me up tonight, to get me to ( Read more... )

Huuummmmmmm.......so many thoughts, so many possibilities, so many things going on that I can't say, don't know what to say or just need time to process before I say anything.

...I go to Kim's work tomorrow to see her doctor; I'm kinda nervous about it since I have never been to a chiropractor before! Eeeek! But, I have to do something, this back of mine, is quite sore and unhappy after the accident yesterday! Hummm..so we will see how it goes!

Oh gosh, I hope this isn't a preview of my next semester, this isn't a good start to tomorrow. Mom and I got rear ended in her truck today; both of us with a lovely case of whipflash too. Bad headaches and sore necks. Fuuuuun!

I just got done looking through the memories I have saved on my journal and laughed so hard remembering SR year of HS...oh goodness!! Anyways, on a compleltey different note, I have coffee with a friend, another friend I haven't spoken to in ages. I'm really excited and giddy to be seeing him. I hope it goes well....I'm anxious; very anxious!!! Let ( Read more... )

I feel alone, like a person without a friend in the world; I know that's not true, but I cannot shake the feeling of lonelyness, friendless - alone. I have friends GALORE! Lots. Then why do I feel so alone. I know I am so important to so many people and are loved beyond words, but at the same time, I could leave and no one would notice, besides ( Read more... )

I have a 5am hike tomorrow. That means I will see 4:30am; whoa! I dunno how this is gonna go over; I might fall asleep hiking!