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[greeenleaf]

I feel like my life is at a stand still, and it will not be going anywhere until I get into college. I'm kind of depressed, but not in a slit my wrists, worry about me kind of way. If I don't get into Miami, I think I will cry, and I don't cry a lot. I don't want to go anywhere else. (that aside, I tried out at stetson this weekend

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[jeseraicelebre]

lucy, no joke, i felt this same way this morning... i was talking to my dad about it and i kinda started tearing up. i, too, have that one school that i think is the ONLY place i could go at this point, but i still don't know if i'll get in or not. in any case, i think we have to be ready to accept that if we get in, that will be friggen awesome, but that if we don't, it's OK, too. we can still have that friggen awesome time at a different school. it's all about our outlook. and in one sense, too, at least we can say that we're GOING to college... that's a lot more than some kids our age can say.

[greeenleaf]

this is true, i should be happy that i at least get to get out of here. cheer up, emo lucy!

[jeseraicelebre]

actually about 10 min after i wrote this comment i got emo again, too. i don't know lucy. i'm so scared.

[greeenleaf]

not knowing sucks :(