i dont like life very much right now. i am tired, i have homework, i feel lonely, i am sad, and i wanna do something different...meet someone new and stop thinking about wat im thinkin about...like seriously, i dont want to feel this way, but somehow, no matter how much i try, its just keeps coming back to this. UGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!i wanna scream...

haha...lifes really funny...not necessarily in a good way

i love life. i just do. i feel alive. and well. and fuck all the problems!! :D haha

life is weird.

im tired...and i have a headache and im kinda sad...blah

battle of the bands = LOTS of hot boy musicians ( Read more... )

im going to let it go. all the stuff that have been bugging me, im just not gonna think about anymore...i cant change the situation no matter how much i want to. I wish i could change the way i feel so it wouldn't be that complicated or confusing, but i cant', so im just gonna figure out a way to forget about it, or try and get over it, or just ( Read more... )

hello. so its monday and i have no school and im soo happy about that! I havent seen my family for a long time and i miss them : ( . Its a good thing i like it here so that keeps me distracted. i dont know. theres this guy that i like here but i cant do anything about. Its such a complicated situation and i usually dont like someone that easily/ ( Read more... )

i want things to be different. for once, i want things to go my way. y is that so hard?

i was lying with him and he was singing "you need him, i could be him..." ironic huh?? lol