jeez louise!
-::- Basics -::-
Name: Jennell
Age: 20
Nicknames: Jenn
Location: CT
Hometown [ or where u were born ]: CT
righty or lefty: right-handed
zodiac sign: virgo
-::- Appearence -::-
Eyes: green
Height: 5'7"
Tattoos: none
Tattoos wanted: Violator rose on my front hip, 6 circles across the small of my back, and someday, a full back piece...
Piercings: lip piercing
Piercings Wanted: i have the right side of my lip done so i want the left side done, web piercing, a Christina, and maybe other private things
-::- Love -::-
Special Someone: *blushes*
Or are you just crushing someone: no crushes, just my bf. i think someone at a store in the mall is crushing on me though
Do they know: my bf? of course
First kiss: my cousin........10th cousin people! don't be gross!
First love: same as my first kiss
don't you just hate these kind of questions: whatever...
i do: ditto...
so were moving on..: wonderful...
-::- Favorites -::-
Color: blue and gray
Food: spaghetti
Band: wow...so many...Marilyn Manson, DEPECHE MODE!!, etc...
Cd: pretty much any Depeche Mode cd
Song: right now? Insight by Depeche Mode
Movie: right now? (again...) Lolita ::sigh::
Thing in your room: oh god! my entire room!
Website: can't tell you... hehehe
tv show: Buffy the Vampire Slayer
animal: lots, but especially my dwarf bun-buns
state: though I have never been there, I would have to say Louisianna cuz I have an amazing picture in my head of what it's gonna be like in 2 years...
shoe: black ones, boots, platforms, my Tie Me Up red and black Volatiles
outfit: black mostly....dresses, skirts, tank tops...people would say I am goth so...yea
instrument: I would like to learn how to play the bass, but I like listening to the keyboards, strings, etc... love synth
store: anything that has something I like, but since I don't get around much, Hot Topic
restaurant: The Plum Tomato
fast food: down with fast food!!!!!!!!!!!!!
singer: David Gahan
car: ideally? a 60something mustang or chevelle, but right now, I want the pink Probe that was promised to me!
-::- Room -::-
Color Of walls: they were orginally 70s tan wood paneling, but I plastered them with pull-outs, posters, and anything else I felt like putting up...they are covered
What color would you like them to be: dark...black and red...me and my bfs room at his new house is dark purple
Anything on your walls?: too much to say
Whats on em?: if you really wanna see, check out one of my picture posts a couple posts earlier and you'll see
-::- Future -::-
Want to be married?: definitely one day
How about kids?: oh yes! I wish I could now...
Job?: not really sure, but I wanna finish my BS in psych then go to Grad school for Forensic psych
Where do you see yourself in five years?: still in Grad school or getting a higher degree...probably not married yet, but hopefully found someone by then, and we'll have children together
Ten years?: definitely married with children
Fifteen Years?: do you think its gonna be hard to find a husband at least 15 years older than me and still have children? ::sigh::
-::- Do you believe in..-::-
God?: no, just a higher power, but I haven't quite figured that out either
Love at first sight: attraction, lust, want, need......builds to love
soul mates: I believe that there is someone out there for everyone...we just need to find them
fate: to an extent, yes
-::- Randomness -::-:
If you had three wishes what would they be?: that's really hard...happiness, to have my father back, and have the life I wish I could have...
If you could be with one person who would it be?: well........ ::twinkle in my eyes::
What are your fears?: disgusted by tiny things like buttons, etc...creeped out by flowers when I have to touch them or they get too close...some look creepy too...and absolutely terrified of growing older...
Whats one thing you couldn't live without?: I honestly couldn't say. I need books, I need that special love, I need myself and my sanity...
You do drugs?: just smoke pot...almost everyday
If you could have anyone walk in the room RIGHT now who would it be?: if I tell you, will it come true? probably not so I'll just whisper it to myself... :)
okay who would you NOT want it to be?: gas whore!
1. Who are you? I am who I am...I'm an angel, I've sinned, I'm beautiful, I'm ugly, I'm depressed, I'm completely sane, I'm in love, I hate, I need, I get what I want...you know, whatever
2. What are the 3 most important things everyone should know about you? you can't change who I am, I will make something of my myself one day, and I have secrets
3. When you aren't filling out 2,749 question surveys like this one what are you doing? day dreaming behind the mask of drugs
4. List your classes in school from the ones you like the most to the ones you like the least: i'm on summer break, but when in school, I like all my classes because I am nearing the end of college and only taking psych classes
5. What is your biggest goal for this year? get to Fl...pronto
6. Where will you be in 5 years? college still
7. What do you want to be when you grow up? something morbid and macabre
10. What song sums up your life right now? like I said earlier, Insight by Depeche Mode
13. Does time really heal all wounds? mostly yes. as time goes by, you forget, you learn how to deal, you make compromises, you grow, you understand...
14. How do you handle a rainy day? sit around, but lately, smoke a couple bowls
15. Which is worse...losing your luggage or having to sort out tangled holiday lights? definitely losing my luggage. I haven't before, but I take pride in my possessions and would totally break down
16. How is your relationship with your parents? my father is not around anymore and I suppose my relationship with my mother is good. definitely better since I don't really live at home anymore
17. Will you miss them when they are gone? yes, terribly. I've lost my father already, I couldn't lose my mother as well
18. How do you want to make your living when you grow up? definitely something I like...fighting crimes and dead bodies
23. What is the most physically painful thing that has ever happened to you? yea, can't really think of my anything. probably just my 4 day migraine
24. What is the most emotionally painful thing that has ever happened to you? losing my father at the age of 10, leaving relationships (but if only hurts for a little while), being told and trying to understand that I can't be with someone I love
27. Do you have a lot to learn? so much...and looking forward to every minute of it
31. What 3 things do you want to do before you die? visit Louisianna and maybe live there, find my older significant other, live the life I think I want to live, but right now, give my grandparents what they want to see
34. What does each decade make you think of:
10's: dinosaurs
20's: roaring 20s, women
30's: old
40's: the news????
50's: poodle skirts and awesome cars
60's: hippies, Forrest Gump, psychadelic swirly colors
70's: bell bottoms
80's: hair bands, Europop, when I was born
90's: memorable music
2000 (so far): lots of heartache and growing up
35. Which decade do you feel you belong in and why? I would like to be a colonial girl, but one of the wealthy ones. but mostly, I think I should've been older in the 80s...I love 80s pop
38. What's your favorite tv channel to watch in the middle of the night? Discovery Health
39. What Disney villain are you the most like and why? no villians. I like That's So Raven
41. If you were traveling to another continent would you rather fly or take a boat? plane cuz its faster, but boat cuz its prettier with the sunset
42. Why is the sky blue during the day and black at night? daytime is sun and nighttime is no sun...no sun is bestest
44. Would you rather explore the deeps of the ocean or outer space? both. I want to explore the wonders of the sea, but at the same time, I want to figure out (and meet) life on other planets
45. Word association
what's the first word that comes to mind when you see the word:
air: ground
meat: no
different: me pink: pretty
deserve: need
white: off
Elvis: uh huh
cilantro: what
hearts: dead
clash: stupid
pulp: why
46. If you could meet any person who is dead and famous who would you want it to be? I want to meet the Marquis de Sade and Leopold von Sacher-Masoch...get them together and see what they have to say to each other. mmmmmmmmmm!
46. What if you could meet anyone alive and famous? it would be amazing to meet David Gahan, Martin Gore, and Andrew Fletcher...then have a love affair with Jeremy Irons
47. Is there a movie that you love so much you could watch it everyday? Lolita
48. You are going to be stuck alone in an elevator for a week. What do you bring to do? a book, music, a little bit of food, some equipment, and a guy
49. What one cd would you bring to listen to for that week (no mixed cd's..must be an album)? Depeche Mode
56. Have you ever seen a rainbow? yup
57. Have you ever dreamt a dream that came true? yes, but not proud of it
58. have you ever been to a psychic/tarot reader? yup
59. What is your idea of paradise? in my head, Louisianna...New Orleans and plantations sound perfect to me
60. Do you believe in heaven and if so what is it like? I haven't decided that yet
61. Do you believe in Hell. if so, what would it look like? look up...
68. Where is the most fun place you have EVER been? don't know...places I go when I'm baked...I really like RI
69. Is your hair it's natural color? that's a joke lol nope...
70. Do you have any deep dark secrets? oh, so many and how lovely it is!
71. What is under your bed right now? guitar case, peddles, printer
72. If you were in the land of oz what would you ask the wizard for? hm...
73. If you drive do you frequently speed? not frequently, but yes, sometimes
78. Would you consider yourself to be romantic? giving...
79. If the earth stopped rotating would we all fly off? maybe not right away...I dunno! I like dead people!
80. What is the one thing that you love to do so much that you would make sacrifices to be able to do it? can't tell!
83. Would you rather give up listening to music or watching television? television...definitely
87. What was the last thing you paid for? lunch in Newport, RI
91. If you died but were instantly cloned and the clone retained all of your memories and characteristics and continued living on as you, would it be you? in a way, yes. but then again, no
95. If you could pick one food that you could eat all you wanted of forever and not gain a single ounce from what food would it be? spaghetti and crackers
100. You are spending the night alone in the woods and may bring only 3 items with you. what do you bring? a guy, some rope, and.....guess I don't need much else!
damn! this took too long and no one is even going to look at it! lol