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[green_eyes_rain]

im in a wierd mood right now... ive been kinda subdued all day.. but.. i dunno.. right now, i have suddenly lost all desire, or ambition that i ever had to get an education.. i dont feel like going to school let alone try to do well in school, i dont feel like going to university, i dont feel like trying to do well to get into med school... i feel

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[cherrycat17]

'(...) do you ever feel that there is some other way, long ago ro somehwere else? Why do certain pieces of music move us all so, all of us? Certain colors? As if these were stones from an earlier city, passed hand to hand across the generations so now they're polished as river stones and yet have lost none of their weight. I feel we're all trying to find a story, like treasure burried beneath our city, and all the feeble stories we live are patterened after that pristine story whose shape we almost know. Sometimes just after i wake (...) I'll think, This is the story, I'm living the story. But the world always rushes in with its clash and anguish.'

- Narya, pg 170, The Book of Flying

I think I know what you mean, Chant.