You say it. You mean it ( Read more... )

Somewhere in that space between
Where you're going and where you've been
Still not quite sure how to proceed
Cause there's what I want, but there's what I need
And I'm not sure I can swallow this bitter pill
But I'll lose them both if I stand still
So here goes nothing... gone.

This, dead medium, is safety in stagnation. The eye of the storm, if you will. What monster have I fed in telling you truth ( Read more... )

I imagine stars
In brittle silence burned alive
While we just watch.
Are you watching?
Don't blink.
Don't think.

Just let go Jen.
Let it go.

Sabotage. Every relationship, every feeling, every accomplishment and every failure is tainted. Because you're gone. Because you don't care. Because in the act of removing yourself from my life, you removed a piece of me and labeled me worthless ( Read more... )

And then this is the part where I want to be held but not by you and if not by you, then by who?

The curse is that the songs always say it better. Because it isn't as dire as it sounds. It's simply complicated and words just can't do it justice. But sounds... sounds say just enough. And the music doesn't judge.

This is the part where I go to bed angry and you lie awake trying to figure it out but we speak different languages and there aren't enough words to explain why a circle will never be fit for a square.

Drink up baby, stay up all night ( Read more... )

I don't want to watch this. I don't want to see it, I don't want to feel it. I want to fast forward to where all the pieces are in their places and it doesn't hurt anymore. This whole ordeal is so slow and terrifying and lonely. The worst part of all is being so powerless. I wish I was made of something stronger or smarter or... more ( Read more... )

I need tangible proof that this is what happened, this is what I'm thinking, this is what I'm feeling ( Read more... )