oh the angst, cant you just feel it? if you dont like it, fuck off. this is my journal.

[green_giant]

life latley is just not what i would like it to be. i dont even really know what i would like it to be, just not this. im stuck. i cant afford to stay here, i cant afford to leave. im pressured from one side to get a job and earn my keep, im pressured from the other side to leave and drive back to kansas. i dont think people realize how

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[bigsquid66]

what ever you decide (I hope against killing yourself) please wait until I get home. I want to say good bye to you. I love you hun and don't do anything drastic.

Queally

[anonymous]

man you are just too receptive to what other people have to say about your life. just ignore everyone pulling you around and just do somethin i guess. here's what i think: apply to edinburgh since its wicked easy to get into at least it would be much simpler than american colleges. actually im not sure about the price but i think its state school ish. im not sure. you might be able to get some financial aid. then go and never go to class because grades dont matter and just have a wicked time. i think you need to get out and see the world. remember once your life has some kind of major purpose or goal it's a lot easier to not care about little problems that are happenening right now.

it's queally!

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