Drinking too much, thinking too little. No work, no aspiration, only lust. Its a sleep without dream, cascading darkness hanging head silently above torrent of rushing machinery. Band saw slice me to ribbons, pneumatic drill bore me to cratered hulk, condescending the package. Self inflicted too, maybe its not so glamorous.
Wrote a poem tonight, ill spare you heh. But it feels good, maybe i should get back into writing. I wish my dames would come back with new material too, maybe we can strike a deal?
Lonely and lost again. Burnin bridges and smashin face, what can i say. What am i, who am i. Drinking doesn't make me but bitter. Wishing for the delusion of old days. Let the wild horses run, projections of what you could have had mean nothing. But damn, they left and impression on me.