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Interhigh was great today. Brad Hemming you are my hero. I wish I would have heard him talk about at the end of last year, then my summer would have been better. Its sad to me actually how now that I put it all in perspective, I dont think either one of us were in love. No, wait. I think for a little bit it was, it had to of been. Brad Hemmings ( Read more... )

I learned salads today at work!! I love it! I dont have to talk to any of our guests, just me, the salad and hot food boys. However, its really hard to close...I got frustrated and Im sure tomorrow will be worse. Im working with Trevor tomorrow...I saw him today, he looked really cute in blue. We smiled and that was about it. No good laughs, or ( Read more... )

Ok so last nights entry was a little much. I was upset and furious with the entire situation. I dont hate Trevor and I dont want to delete him from my life, actually its quite the oppostite. I would like to keep him in it as long as possible. I would love to be his bud until he leaves, and I cant wait to get letters from him all the time. Ugh, I ( Read more... )

I think I have something wrong with me. I cant let go of things. Why do I think that Trevor is still going to ask me out? I need to just let it go and forget it. He is so amazing, something about him, I dont know what it is. It would be easier to just not talk to him, do what I did to my ex, just delete him. Get rid of everything I have ever known ( Read more... )

Such a good song, makes me want to dance around ( Read more... )

My house is like a box of confetti. Bright, and loud, full of happiness. I didnt see Trevor today at work like I normally would do. It seemed weird. Oh well. We are just friends. I talked to an old friend last night. I didnt realize how much I missed her until we started to talk. Im sorry we lost touch, but Im glad that we are gaining it back ( Read more... )

I love making new friends! yay for my two newest ones...they are the shit. Guy #1 is over..He basically played me for a fool. Oh well, Im over that. Yay for movie night this weekend at Katies with my two new friends....actually three if you count Christy...which I will! yea sex with everyone. Life has gotten good. I have work today with Trevor (guy ( Read more... )

the more i look into thing the more hurt i get. i need to just stop caring. that part of my life is done and over with. no more. why do i keep trying to read more into it then? i deleted them and yet i still search for more. my life has been so great...ups and downs and everything in between i still wouldnt change it. i have made so many good ( Read more... )

My first entry...lol and not much to say. Tonight I got asked out on dates by two guys! That has never happened before...Im just so hot! I had to say no to one and now I wish I would have said no to the other. I need to get to know guy #1 better b/c he is my date to the next dance at school, but I got asked by guy #2 first. He is so fun to be ( Read more... )