i believe i left off around monday so ill start on tuesday. my siblings and i got bitched at for a lot of things around the apartment; some things i can understand but some are strange like making sure the shower curtain sticks to both walls while your showering! its alright though, im still making an effort to please them because im grateful for ( Read more... )

let me start out by saying i hate technology. it always fucks with me. seeing how it makes me react when it breaks, deletes two whole paragraphs, or whatever the fuck else it wants. i hate how i still depend so much on materialism. its pathetic how it can piss me off so fast or burden my thoughts for days on end. i cant get my camera fixed here, ( Read more... )

wish you were here. enjoying the clear blue sky. on this mid july day. in the summer that changed our lives. here beside me in this empty room. reflecting on the past few days. and the freedom of it all. its amazing, it truely is. how much i love you.

so yesterday was a chaotic one. my sister accidentally broke my new digital camera. we walked for ( Read more... )

i miss my camera..
but at least i captured these moments


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311 and MATISYAHU fucking rocked wednesday. pictures soon!

its hard to find a place to start so i will let me fingers do the thinking. i left yesterday for the chillest country, canada. here is like no other place in the states. they embrace all that i love, nature, art, peace, music, and culture. for the next week im staying in an apartment, owned by my uncle. its off mont- royal and rue fabre. its homie ( Read more... )

plenty of news and updates, both of which are good and bad just as life always seems to keep itself in balance. but i find that this past week has opened my eyes to real adult life.

• the funeral of my grandfather was probably one of the most difficult things ive had to face in years. he was my safe net friend and mentor that can never be replaced. ( Read more... )

so i must say my party on the 4th was pretty kickass. it seems like my get togethers keep getting better and better.  what more could you ask for: 5 acres of land where u know the cops wont get called, $8,000 worth of fireworks going off from your neighbors ranch, bomb ass food, budweiser select, bonfires, beerpong and the maryjane. thanks to all ( Read more... )

eagle wings guide his soul to a better place. a place on earth we might consider as home. home is in the skies and in the depths of the oceans. its the breeze that carries us and the people that shape us. ever since i was little, i considered him my grandfather. a nuturing man that gave me courage, strength, and discipline to accomplish all of my ( Read more... )

wow its been awhile since my last post. crazy things are happening lately. so happy to be done with high school bullshit but unhappy that i still have some baggage drama. seems like no matter how hard i try... it finds me. been chillin by the pool and beach a lot. hanging out with john silverstri is badass. such a good true friend. reading Life of ( Read more... )