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[green_kites]

"my life shouldn't be like this". i tell myself that every day. i don't know how i got here. how can i wake up every day and be so unhappy? i feel like its the same day over and over again. i have lost so much in the past 12 months. i want my life back. i'm so diffrent. i constantly compare my situation to others and feel that if you haven't lost a

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[jock_strap_jane]

I love you Mary.

[drrosensteinmd]

I think it's kind of natural, even if it feels terrible, to compare your situation to other peoples'. Even if you're trying to lend an ear, if you've gone through anything as hard as you have it's difficult to be like "oh no, you got a c on a paper... i'm sorry"

some things just don't seem important after a while.

i'm sorry you're feeling like shit, i know there's nothing i could say, but i'm hear to listen if you need it.

[mooseliverusa]

mary i hope one day you get my messages. Read your journals makes me not feel so crazy and lets me know I am not alone. Reading this I was thinking wait.. did I write this? Because its EXACTLY how i feel. I Hope you feel better and I hope one day we run into each other. My parents died a year apart from each other mom last sept and dad this sept.. so you arent alone and I def. get bitter with EVERY FUCKING ONE because Im thinking in my head "shutup you stupid spoiled brat... you still have your parents"