Crying, crying, and more crying
Today was the last show of Peter Pan, and everyone was swimming in tears. During circle time, the seniors made us all cry, ESPECIALLY Ricky. We all love that guy, we really do. I personally was shaking with sobs when he started talking. And Ms. M!! She probably cried the most out of all of us. She was really close to this group of seniors. I wisely decided not to do my makeup until after circle time. And though we tried to sing the Pledge of Allegiance, it just ended up being a little bit of singing and a lot of sobbing. Stacey Goguen came up to me and entrusted the safekeeping of the library to me. I'm going to, just for her. Now, aside from the musical, I think I'm becoming very introverted. I don't tell anyone what I really think anymore. Well, just Caroline. I don't even want to talk to people very much anymore. I just want to draw and paint and read books. This could be a very good artistic period, I should take advantage of it. But I'd rather just stay home and not go to school. I don't feel like learning anything at the moment. Especially in Mr. McCue's class. Jeff's hatred for him is rubbing off on me. Agh! Peer pressure! Maybe being introverted will be a good thing because other people's opinions won't matter to me anymore.
