I am a horrible fucking person

I treat everyone around me like shit
My boyfriend is the most caring, most considerate, most amazing person I have ever met in my life..
But I continue to treat him like shit

I tell him that I don't care
But the problem is, I do care
I care so much...

I'm so bitchy to him
I (subconciously) do everything I can to make him ( Read more... )

Last night was one of the best/worst nights of my life.

TJ is leaving for Oregon for 5 days...

For Debate

He's so damn smart.

Yesterday we couldn't hang out in the morning because he was supposed to be in the Debate room..

But I was sad so he stayed with me instead.

We didn't have the same lunch because on Wednesdays I have first lunch and he ( Read more... )

Today was a super good day.

I didn't go to school until lunch time

I got to spend time with TJ

but he got grounded last night because we were on the phone too late.

LAME

Tomorrow is Valentine's Day!!

I'm sooo stoked!

I gave TJ a letter today.

that told him how much I care about him and that

He makes me happy

&

He makes me want to be a better ( Read more... )

My Boyfriend=Amazing

Valentine's Day will be amazing.

Today I found $10 in my pocket for the 3rd time this week...

My dad is getting better from his surgery

TJ went to the doctor with me and held my hand when I got blood drawn

I got him amazing presents for Valentine's Day.

We're overcomming our differences

Everything is so amazing

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Everything  and Everyone.

My dad is getting back surgery soon and all he has been doing is bitching about me about how im useless and worthless etc.
Well he was screaming at me non stop in the car on the way home today asking whether I'm going to help him or not.
So I just sat there and didn't say anything because I didn't want to fight.
So I get home ( Read more... )

So basically... I like a bunch of guys

hahaha as always I guess...

But it's weird because they like me too..

I'm a little worried... hahaha

Tom Custer invited me to hang out with him.. so I did

but he was a major dick the whole time so I walked home.

But we got to have makeup sex

haha not really, I wish.

But in class he kissed me twice.

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Here is my past two days ( Read more... )

Lately has been pretty good

I went to Target

TWICE

Got 4 new scarves

A jacket from Nordstrom's

a bunch of Argyle socks

Fleece PJ pants

a new nose ring-cause my jewel fell out

I stoppped doing drugs

Started taking Bloussant

I'm getting an Ipod

I got a digital camera

I got new foundation

Went out to eat a bunch

But right now I'm super ( Read more... )

I like Tom

Tom likes me

Deal with it
p.s. they have a commercial for Coricidin cough & cold--One thing they don't tell you is that it will FUCK YOUR SHIT UP

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I forgot to add that I think its really annoying when someone can change who they are && everything about themself in a drop of a hat, just to please somebody else, or to impress them, or to make them like you more--We've all done this before, I know. I know I myself have done it before.. But most of us grew out of it, and most of us ( Read more... )