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[Private]
I still can't believe
I swear it's like I woke up and it took me a week or so to really wake up but I don't even know what I've been doing the last couple of years. I don't know why I did a lot of it -- I don't know why I dated who I dated and said what I said, I barely remember any of it and it's like a film I watched and now it's all sort of fuzzy and I don't remember the details.
I just don't.
This should probably worry me but it doesn't. Because I faced a Death Eater (supposedly) and now I'm awake and here and I feel like myself again.
I survived and now I'm here.
Even if I die now, things are looking up.
I won't die, I'm being protected, I still wish I wasn't because I don't deserve protection more than anyone else. I don't know why Heath
[Private: Emma/Thomas]
Are you still in? Because I've got a plan to distract Snape.
Blah blah blah, Snape is a dead terrible bastard and everything's boring and I could mither about a bit more but why?
Most important bit?
I'M HAVING A PARTY THIS FRIDAY.
Oh now I've got your attention. THAT'S RIGHT, a party, something to do, something so we're not all sitting around sulking, I won't have it.
You want details, take me aside, ask me, ask someone who's asked me, all that, because I just bet our Honourable Head Boy and Girl are reading every word of this. Hi Galen, Heather!
That said I'll be in the greenhouse until a bit before curfew if anyone -- fifth, sixth, seventh, YOUNGER EVEN -- wants to bother with Herbology review since I've got little else to do until my party you know.
I still can't believe
I swear it's like I woke up and it took me a week or so to really wake up but I don't even know what I've been doing the last couple of years. I don't know why I did a lot of it -- I don't know why I dated who I dated and said what I said, I barely remember any of it and it's like a film I watched and now it's all sort of fuzzy and I don't remember the details.
I just don't.
This should probably worry me but it doesn't. Because I faced a Death Eater (supposedly) and now I'm awake and here and I feel like myself again.
I survived and now I'm here.
Even if I die now, things are looking up.
I won't die, I'm being protected, I still wish I wasn't because I don't deserve protection more than anyone else. I don't know why Heath
[Private: Emma/Thomas]
Are you still in? Because I've got a plan to distract Snape.
Blah blah blah, Snape is a dead terrible bastard and everything's boring and I could mither about a bit more but why?
Most important bit?
I'M HAVING A PARTY THIS FRIDAY.
Oh now I've got your attention. THAT'S RIGHT, a party, something to do, something so we're not all sitting around sulking, I won't have it.
You want details, take me aside, ask me, ask someone who's asked me, all that, because I just bet our Honourable Head Boy and Girl are reading every word of this. Hi Galen, Heather!
That said I'll be in the greenhouse until a bit before curfew if anyone -- fifth, sixth, seventh, YOUNGER EVEN -- wants to bother with Herbology review since I've got little else to do until my party you know.