ohhhh boy what will this weekend hold for me, will it be what i need or will it be something that i should not do, i want to but i am not sure of the consequences it will have in store for me, b/c i know that there will be in some way...i am praying that it will go off without a hitch and with no problems ( Read more... )

if you had a time machine how far back in time would you go???????????????

i told this kid at my school that i was not going to have sex anymore until i got married b/c i have made the vow. and he says "why" and then says "what if a hot girl comes up to you and says she is a virgin and wants to have sex, you mean you wouldnt do anything" and he still was shocked and still doesnt believe me when i said that i wouldnt do ( Read more... )

i havent gotten much sleep these past few days but for some reason it doesnt seem to be affecting me and it feels awesome. i love it. this past week has been outstanding....thank you Lord. you always deliver when i need it the most.

if this is a game ( Read more... )

haha i just had a dream and the brian mcknight song was in it and it made me laugh when i woke up.....b/c who is hoter r. kelly or brian mcknight..b/c they are both walking through corn fields in their music videos...and they came out around the same time..so it is a beauty contest..so tell me who was sexier...i say brian mcknight.... hahaha b/c he ( Read more... )

why do people have emotions? i mean they never make anything better. i wish that i didnt have them. b/c whatever emotion i have never turns out the way i want..i am becoming an emotionless person..at least i still can laugh i guess..but other then that i am running low. why cant my emotion be returned? i wish i never cared about what i did or what ( Read more... )

dont want to count my chickens before they hatch but yay!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH....i am SO PISSED that i cant even talk all i have done is scream for the past 10 minutes and it has gotten me nothing but a sore throat.... I HATE LIFE I WISH SOMETHING WOULD ONCE GO RIGHT FOR ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK THIS

haha believe it or not i started to sing the emo song i wrote along time ago for 44's first song and it made me laugh....i dont know why i started to sing it but i am glad that i did...this morning i woke up with a new outlook on life i thnk that i may have discovered what it is that makes me tick.and i am astounded at what it was..now dont bother ( Read more... )