god....make me not fel this...make things okay so i can get a job. Make it so i can forget about him... release my heart from your beautiful smoke stained hands so i can love again....

when will these memories fade?

i need a partner in crime in this wolrd!

i also need to find a job

looking for another job

being happy to be alive

remembering those who have past

must remember

what is that?
do you really have to go through nasty shit to realize you really love someone....
why does it have to hurt? or at least so much...
heart break leaves me numb and unresponsive...
and whats worse i miss him...
so im just a hot mess
almost unrecoverable

almost

so its pretty much been forever since i have wrote on here and its pretty crazy to be back on here. I see a lot of comments from emily and it makes me sad because she was my best friend. That ended by people trash talking me for their own advancing. I know that some day she may forgive me for the harsh things i have said while angry ( Read more... )

so this is the only place i can vent
where my bf wont look
so here it goes
i am bored ( Read more... )

uh i refuse to pay for an account sorry!

sunshine
i love sunshine
i hate work
i hate workinh when its sunny outside...
it sucks
but money doesnt so you got to go with the job
~sunshine will always be back again sometime~

emily is right...anywho i want to spend the night again!!!!! maybe on friday??!!?!?!?! or Sunday?!?!!?! and we can go swimming sometime hmmmmm missy? well thats if you best friend "food" will let you....:0( *sniff*

wHEN A MAN LOVES A WOMAN..

DAH DAH

CANT KEEP HIS MIND ON NOTHING ELSE..

YOU KNOW THE REST!!!! LOL