why are guys so heartless... why is it when i express my feelings for someone they... avoid it and act like it never happened?

What should i do? do i come clean? the only reason i did what i did was to spare feelings, to not cause a problem. i'm happy spending time with him, but i mean... what do i do? i don't want to cause a problem, for the situation to turn out to be nothing... know what i mean? It's like... God i don't know. I just wish i had all the answers... I ( Read more... )

I'm happy again... i don't know what it took... but it certainly took everything i've done so far... letting go of things. finally finalizing a lot of stuff... mending things with people of whom didn't really deserve the treatment i was giving them... i just needed to get away.. go out, have a good time... and i've been doing that and having ( Read more... )

went to the doctor... apparently in the last batch of blood work i had done they tested my anti-nuclear antibodies and apparently the number is supposed to be below 40... mine was 320... so i have to go back in for blood work, which i already did, and i guess this problem can be a symptom of Lupus or an arthritic disease.... i checked out this ( Read more... )

I FOUND IT! someone ACTUALLY made the "I HIT OUISER BOUDREAUX SHIRT!! but.. they spelled Ouiser like "weezer"... like the band. that's not how you spell that.

One of my favorite scenes from a movie, and one of my all time favorite movies right here...

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So... i haven't posted in awhile, i actually haven't been online all too much. but i've been having a very big problem sleeping lately, so i figured, if i'm up, might as well post. broke up with the boyfriend a few days ago... went out with some people last nite... nothing too exciting. my parents get back into town tomorrow... other than that, ( Read more... )

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so i think for new years eve i MIGHT go out to Easy Street with Ashley and one of her friends... i guess it's time i kinda went out and had a good time. That is if she decides to go out there, she might just go to a party and really, that doesn't sound like too much fun to me. Lisa asked me to go to her house with her and emily tonite, but i don't ( Read more... )

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