Yeah they said you called me maybe yesterday ( Read more... )

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So... I can't wait to get out of here. lol... i keep saying that... but i'm not sure if i know what i mean... I don't THINK i want to get away from the people, or more so just the environment.. but maybe i'm wrong. Maybe i do want away from the constant bickering and constant feeling of being shut out. My therapist told me it would do me good... ( Read more... )

Do you ever.. have that feeling like someone ALWAYS has to be once step in front of you? especially on the materialistic side of things? Like they always have to have what you want... that sort of thing? But not just materialistic stuff, but people too. But that's ok, she can be one step ahead in that area, because i know i'm more than one step ( Read more... )

All day staring at the ceiling ( Read more... )

GOD! why do i always have to get like this right when things start going well?!? someone PLEASE answer me that!

How dare you say that my behavior is unacceptable ( Read more... )

Would it be too much to ask ( Read more... )

I'm covering my notebooks with pictures that will distract me from anything i don't want to hear... American History is covered with funny pictures of Bush from "The Onion" My Comp. Notebook will be covered with Celebrities such as Hal Sparks, Chris Carrabba, Stephen Lynch, and the Daily Show Cast (And many others).. and i'm not sure about my ( Read more... )

... those feelings, urges if you will, just won't go away. I don't care how happy i am.. or how goofy i act.. they won't go away. i constantly get depressed to the point that i don't want to talk.. and those just don't seem to go away. I wake up in just.. one of those moods anymore. Nobody understands and unfortunately knowing that has made me ( Read more... )