I've changed a lot in a year. A lot. Learned how to crochet, play cribbage, went to my first wedding, worked a full time job, confronted my depression and social anxiety for the first time in my life ( Read more... )

He yelled at me on my birthday, and hung up the phone on me. Made me feel insufficient because I was not clear in my 160 character txt made after three hours of drinking. I have not talked to him, cried multiple times at the sheer pain that my best friend could do that to me on my birthday after so much work to make sure that nothing went wrong ( Read more... )

So so day ( Read more... )

I'm sure I've aired this thought before... but I really do dislike walking through any form of residential. I always feel so uprooted. I was thinking about it today, and started pondering the feeling of homesickness that accompanies the dislike. I believe it all to be centered around the fact that I need to lay roots.. develop a connection with ( Read more... )

*BIG! DEEP! DRAMATIC! BREATH!*

I LIIIIIIIIVE!... now that that is out of my system. Holy fuckin' hell. I ain' even gonna try and update ya'all. If you got Facebook and we're friends, just kinda figure it out from my status updates via Twitter. If not, well fuck you. I've written a lot in my paperback -- like I have thirty pages to last ( Read more... )

haha... so this so bites. A] The opera is at the concert hall. This equals tons of pretty much easy hours. B] It's midterms. Granted not many of my classes believe in that, but I have one on Friday and I'm SO not looking forward to it. But... it's stage craft... I can... handle that... right? I hate sewing ( Read more... )

* Grab the nearest book ( Read more... )

What's this you say? A real post? What the hell are you smoking! That is an absurd idea!! I honestly have never heard such a pipe dream in my life! [insert smarmy British ha ha ha thing]. You silly boy / girl ( Read more... )

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY ( Read more... )

ugh. Lots and lots of excitement as of late. My sheer amazement isn' constant anymore, though I will miss it in some ways... it'll be nice to be able to have some form of mellow thought with him around. hahaha :) Now I look forward to those moments even more where it just is ... astounding. I certainly enjoy it every single time he has one of ( Read more... )