not everyone sees you as a slut or a bitch or a liar... and when i say that, i am not saying "i don't see you that way," i'm literally saying that i can't think of a single person who does see you that way...
ok... so definitly understand everything you just said...
running start sucks, but it is amazing. i don't even want to know what would have happened had i gone to high school this year... woah.
plus with last summer, i feel so isolated. but the 19th starts basically a whole new life for me... when i get back to camp, i will be living in a new city, and then i leave for SPU... it is going to be so different. but i think this year has prepared me... im not attached to anything here... which means i am not afraid of new things.
so maybe this means anything to you...i kinda just spilled a buncha thoughts out there...
isolated is a very good word for it. i dont like using the word "alone" because we really werent alone. we had god. and yea we had friends. i have a wonderful best friend. but isolated is almost perfect for our little situation.
theres really no one who can fully understand. and as hard as you try to explain they just. wont. get. it. :-/ im glad you can understand. next year will be weird since itll be so different, but i think it will, at least i hope it will, feel like home going to a christian school. thats what im hoping!
high school is just a shark tank. its so pointless and hurtful. i'm so proud of all that you have worked towards and overcome this past year, and trying to live in the light of God. it's definitely not an easy thing to accomplish. i would love to be pen pals with you and woops this summer. granted you'd write back of course! i miss you so much sophal, and i pray for nothing but the best for your upcoming journey.
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running start sucks, but it is amazing. i don't even want to know what would have happened had i gone to high school this year... woah.
plus with last summer, i feel so isolated. but the 19th starts basically a whole new life for me... when i get back to camp, i will be living in a new city, and then i leave for SPU... it is going to be so different. but i think this year has prepared me... im not attached to anything here... which means i am not afraid of new things.
so maybe this means anything to you...i kinda just spilled a buncha thoughts out there...
see you in 3 days
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theres really no one who can fully understand. and as hard as you try to explain they just. wont. get. it. :-/ im glad you can understand. next year will be weird since itll be so different, but i think it will, at least i hope it will, feel like home going to a christian school. thats what im hoping!
i love you! see you sunday.
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