there is something to live for ( Read more... )

it wouldnt be so bad...
a slight pain,
a quick stab...
everyone loves what they cant have.

yesterday andrew and i both had the day off. that almost never happens so we took advantage of it. i had a job interview in the morning (and i got the job at the inn, i start on wed), then we went out to lunch to cellebrate. after that we went hiking on the parkway at douglass falls. i am sure that time stopped while we were hiking. i have no ( Read more... )

thunder was heard for a second or two before the rain came. i knew it would ( Read more... )

Go on just say it ( Read more... )

because i was totally and absolutely depressed about something that i dont really have a right to be depressed about. i should be happy for you if you have found someone new, and if you havent found someone new i should be happy for you for having fun. i guess i just dont want to be replaced. anyhow, laura sent me an email that said ........." ( Read more... )

List of Things I Dont Like About Being Sick

mucus
feavor
no taste buds
no apetite
dificulty breathing
dificulty sleeping
blowing my nose
medicine not working
going to work anyway
losing my voice
no energy
cant have visitors for fear of getting them sick as well

my birthday was awesome ( Read more... )

oh no here comes that sun again ( Read more... )

life is stupid
life shouldnt give me such hard desicions to make
why wont life make my desicions for me?