This morning I woke up in tears.
That has never happened before.
I had a bad dream.  I remember feeling so scared.  I remember yells and screams.  I remember reaching to be rescued.
My alarm beat him to it.
My arm flung to the empty right side of my bed.
I had a hard time getting up with that fresh in my head.

But I did.

And now I'm wishing tomorrow would ( Read more... )

So, I got through 3 weeks of separated spring breaks without killing myself.
This weekend should be nice.  Gramma Jacob is in town, which means more smiles.
I should be in a hot tub at some point tomorrow night, which makes me very very happy.
And I will be having fabulous company here in Atlanta a week from Sunday.

Kellye had this link:
http://www. ( Read more... )

So...
Lee is on the other side of the country.
Stephen, Jayme, and David are going to Florida.
I still have class.

This next week might suck.  Like alot.
I keep trying to think of ways to get through it.
I haven't come up with anything, yet.

On a better note, my great-grandmother will be in town for the next 3 weeks, which means lots of cards, lots of ( Read more... )

I am totally curious--
http://kevan.org/johari?name=Miss+Kayla+Marie

Please do it.

It looks like it might be Tuesday.
I have no words for how happy that makes me.
I love holidays, especially when they celebrate love.

My daddy sent me chocolates today. 
Just like every Valentine's Day.

Isn't it strange how one year you can have so much hatred towards a holiday, and the next be completely in love with it?  I am so excited to ( Read more... )

I don't really know what to say.  This happens to me alot.  I write in my journal for a long time, with so many thoughts and emotions going on inside of me, but I can't decide what I want to put online for everyone to see.  I think I have these difficulties because I feel that the level of importance that these thoughts hold for me is significantly ( Read more... )

I do not like Tuesdays.  They are always stinky.

I miss my Stephanie.

I want to laugh.

I am a girl and I crave chocolate.

And right now, I need my boy more than anything else.

I rarely post lyrics, but right now this song really means alot to me. 
It's times like these, when all I want is to be by his side, that certain songs get me from one day to the next.
And I agree with him, the greatest feeling in the world is when love songs finally make perfect sense.

With a little love, and some tenderness
We'll walk upon the ( Read more... )

So.  Tonight was interesting.  Another blast from the past...ish.

David Kennedy's band, The Rein, had a performance.  Couldn't get in without paying five dollars, so we watched a little from outside, then went back to Jayme's room.  After a while, SK, Kendal, and a rather bloody, smiley David Miller return.  Apparently Davis got hit in the head ( Read more... )

Yesterday = Bad, lonely, ugly day.
Yesternight = Fun game and good dinner with helpful smiles.

Today = Good morning with a new friend, compliments from strangers, lunch with my mom for the second time this week.
Tonight = Hopefully fun and definitely hardcore.

I liked Apples to Apples alot.  Provided alot of much-needed laughs.

I like good days.
I ( Read more... )