today was better than yesterday.. i guess.. lol.. it actually was a pointless day in school.. we did nothing.. i mean nothin!! well onli thing we did was think about wat to do for a research paper.. i decided that im goin to do something that im familiar on.. well sorta familiar.. the common psychologocal effects of eating disorders and obesity.. i ( Read more... )

have you ever felt so alone even when ur completely surrounded by people? have u ever just feel like if u dont go strike up conversation, they'll never start one on their own.. have u ever feel so completely lost in a world thats soo familiar.. have u ever just wanted to start over somewhere else.. find new friends that have an interest in what ur ( Read more... )

Reeses Peanut Butter Cups
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life's life rite.. life always has pain rite?? i guess soo.. some people experience it more than others.. and im one of the others.. idk just in alot of pain at the moment.. and i thought i would let ppl kno.. since i talked with Chelsea.. i need to start letting people know the real me.. the me that i feel everyday.. the me that causes people to ( Read more... )

Your Eyes Should Be Green
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well i must say for me, this retreat had the least amount of drama between my friends (other ppl.. wow was their drama)....but yea we get htere and we go rite to the gym and eat, bc we kinda got lost.. (the least of our worries) then had a session and yea went bak to the cabins (we had the boys cabin from last yr... and we had the huge sacntuary ( Read more... )

this is a real tear jerking song, if u get to listen to it.. its by Mark Schultz, the time of my life ( Read more... )

well i got alot of nice presents for christmas this year, i got a new car sterio, a new guitar, and alot of clothes.. its kinda funny wat ur grandma picks out for u.. Nana my dads mom, buys us crazy stuff.. last yr we all got matchin sweaters, my bday ( u dont wanna kno!) and this yr we all got different kinda scarfs.. and belts (which r kids sizes ( Read more... )

I felt for sure last night ( Read more... )

well today was fruit day.. first pd i had cdhamber practice, then we and hte choir and womens ensemble sang for chapel.. then we unloaded the fruit truck then had lunch.. then went bak outside and put all the fruit in our cars.. and it was sooo COLD!!! when we were just unloadin the trucks.. i couldnt feel my body, let alone my hands, feet, nose ( Read more... )