so the girl i was seeing now has a girlfriend. i have been reduced to a best friend yet again. I was so into her.

sometimes being told you are liked for your personality can be like a insult. dont get me wrong, i want to be liked for my personality, and really that be the main thing im liked for. but if you don't have anything else to say than that it kinda hurts me.

ive made quite a few bad choices in my life, but im ready to really make some good ones. i have to or ill be more down than i ever have been. i have to climb back up and start living my life.

im going to start posting again. i need a outlet, and myspace has too many family/others id rather not read some things ( Read more... )

dereks grandmother sells mary kay. i got the family discount, that means 50% off. i always get some for my bday, so i got more time wise moisterizer that i was almost out of, their new nice compact, plus a gift certificate for what else i need. so i got new eye liner and im gonna get a red lip gloss and a tinted moisterizer with spf 20 ( Read more... )

well my job has slowed down so im trying to recover. the week of the 4th i worked 106 hours. because of that i won a $100 gift certificate for a tattoo. i also traded in my fireworks to the artist and was able to get a huge colorful day of the dead skull on my left upper arm ( Read more... )

im going to be tattooed today...

my last grand parent, my grandmother passed away yesturday. i cant go to texas for the funeral.

this a few moments ago...
"a victory for gun owners! supreme court has over turned the 32 year old gun ban in dc!! '...the right of the people shall not be infringed'"

i went to the good will and got a start of my giftcard. so far i have gotten, 3 tee shirts, a fuzzy red sweater, 2 pair of black tights one has polka dots, and i also got a book.
now im on the search for a cozy chair for myself
oh and i got my new drivers lic.