i talked to my pen pal in amsterdam today
his birthday is tomorrow
he said: zaterdag 16 jaar eindelijk (saturday 16 years finally)

also-
sacha says:
and maybe you can come one time to netherland
sacha says:
then we could meet each other
sacha says:
and il show you all the places

marcs finally home
i really missed him, which is kinda sad.
its not like we ever hang out anyway.

ive been thinking a lot about things with you lately.
but i havent really come up with anything
i used to be so sure, but now i'm completely lost
all i know is i still want to play a game with you.

i just realized that i really really really miss zach.

maybe if we think and wish and hope and pray it might come true
maybe then, there wouldnt be a single thing we couldnt do

YAY FOR A NEW COMPUTER!

(and jeanna, i remembered what i was going to tell you like 6 days ago. so dont let me forget)

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so i'm back home from padre
a little sunburned, not too bad.

its kinda funny. you were the last voice i expected to hear when i checked my voicemail. but i dont think any other voice couldve made me happier. i listened to your message at least 10 times. yeah so maybe i'm a little obsessive, but i guess i just miss you.
a lot.

wow...

everything seriously blows right now...

i really wish we could talk about it
yeah i know it hurts
trust me, i've been in your position before.
but you could at least let me explain myself
or at least let me explain why i did it
but it seems like thats always too much for you
you always have to run from everything
you never just listenits not like you havent done the exact same thing to ( Read more... )

really guys..just end the misery...

yay for an amazing week.
codys show last night was so awesome. i absolutely loved it. jean got pictures, i'll steal some from her and post them later.

countdown to nebraska for the baseball cws: 5 hours, 6 minutes.