desperation

[greenfeathers]

death seems to be the best hiding place from pressures and requests of perfection and altruistic ingenuine condolenses of "it is/will be ok" and "things always work themselves out"

if only there were a less permanent and destructive alternative.

Comments

[valglin]

Personally, I've always thought of death as the easy way out. To just wish it over is a cop-out. I would think it almost cowardly of myself to ever choose death instead of facing the challenge to find strength to deal with pain and not give up

[orangepuff609]

i love you honey. you can come live with me. i mean that as seriously as i can mean it. you can make it on your own. you can and if they have you thinking like this then you need to do it on your own. you can take out loans, work your ass off and youll have me and scott by your side the whole time. you can make it on your own and to be quite blunt with you, i think that you need to break away from them as soon as humanly possible. i mean it. its always nicer if the transition is smooth, but you wont sink if you just jump. youve got enough support to swim well enough.