So I think I figured out why I am so pessimistic all the time.  Throughout life, whenever I thought positively, something would always go completely wrong.  I guess I just got sick of being disappointed and thought it was easier to just think the worst, then if the worst happens, it wont be such a shock.  If something good comes out of it, then it ( Read more... )

So, here I am again writing in this stupid journal.  It's like an addiction when you have nothing else to do, probably because when I have nothing else to do, I usually think alot, which makes me want to write.  Thanks to Chad, we found Nanaca Crash again!!!  That game was the shit a few years ago, and on my first try of the night, I got 7,019.38 ( Read more... )

So I just spent the past hour reading all of my old entries from many years ago.  I'd be surprised if anyone actually remembers that they have a livejournal anymore and would actually read this....except Jarka, whom I see still posts religiously.  I realized that I used to have alot of fun, not saying that I don't now, but working 8-4:45 Mon-Fri ( Read more... )

I just hope everything works out the way it does for the right reasons

Canada was fun Saturday night. Celebrated Heather & Chevys 20th Bdays. Went to their hotel to pregame it then went to Boston Pizza. Right when we got there I ran into Heist, B & Mike Ball... weirdness. Talked to them for a while. I was pretty drunk when we were there so I dont really remember much else. Oh yeah, I saw Amy Walker and Adam too ( Read more... )

Happy Thanksgiving!

I never thought that my Accounting class could make me have no time to myself at all. It took me an hour just to do one problem, and I have 4 more to do before my 8:15pm class and I have to squeeze in eating. Andy is sick, so I went there afterschool for about an hour. I just finished my paper for Writing that is due at 8am tomorrow and I have ( Read more... )

So I had my night class last night...I guess it isnt all that bad. Theres 10 ppl in the class and I know for a fact that I am the youngest person in that room by at least 10 years (besides Shannon whose a year older than me). I got really tired when it was 10pm and I didnt really listen for the last 20 minutes of class, but I thought it would ( Read more... )

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I just sat down with Andy yesterday night at 9 to watch CSI when his phone rings. Its my mother and she started asking me weird questions about the papers that were on the ground by the door at my house. Im like.. its my homework due tomorrow morning. She then goes into great detail about how the water cooler exploded and the almost full 5 ( Read more... )