I look up news and it tells me that people are getting dea all across the land. I laugh at this, I am alive I have lived. Right now I am feeling like I have done everything that I had wanted to do in life. I remember when i was depressed about 2 years ago i dicided that once i got laid i would kill myself cuase that is the only thing i wanted to ( Read more... )

Might be coming back on monday... not really sure though. Got really bored happy dance to the journal ( Read more... )

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I woke up this mourning around seven, feeling very wired. Just in pleasent mood, I cant get over how good it feels to have hair touching my back. Just got back from the most beautiful of weekends with my friend liz. Although it is thursday and i got back on tuesday, I feel as though i just got home and took awhile for me to realize it. Everyone ( Read more... )

Wow, I am sitting back right now and thinking sucks two of my groups of friends are both fighting right now. Both of them pointless reasons to, Danielle and Joe are fighting cuase one them said they didnt like the other the first time they met and things got bigger from there. How fucking is stupid is that, lets start arguing on the internet ( Read more... )

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I have lived threw 17 new years, and I have only gone to one new years party. I am in awe of this, this year I shall be sitting at my sisters house with her and my dad. Next year I am gonna have to have a bad ass party(or go to one). New years just means five more days till I get to go home, this year. Hehe, I am homesick this is the first time ( Read more... )

Haha, it is my birthday. I think i want to do something crazy, hopefully it is time to stick metal objects in me. Hummerus thing Trevor has learned about his birthdate in last mounth, girl named Caitlin who has know Trevor for over year now and b_dates are very important to thought my birthday was November 20th, and the better miss on my birthday ( Read more... )

I woke up at around 11 and no one was in my sisters house but me. it is now 7ish washington time and i am confussed were they might of gone to. I am all alone confusse were everyone is, i would be fine for mounths in this house alone though, everlasting supply of creamy chicken ramen noodles and a libary of queer books and movies, a true haven. ( Read more... )