Well my boyfriend thinks I'm depressed and told me Ineed to go see someone about it. I know he doesn't mean anything by it he's just ttrying to help but it still kinda shocked me to hear that. I ended up spending an hour in his car with him crying and pouring my heart out about my dad and how much I hate my mom and the reason my dad is the way he ( Read more... )

Hoppy Late Easter Everybody!!! Been busy with work and school so as usual I haven't been on much. I spent Easter at my dads house. He's been really sick lately and the doctors aren't given him much more time. They are running tests on Tesday to see if he's eligible for a heart transplant. I'm hoping he can stick with us til atleast my graduation. ( Read more... )

 Today was quite interesting I guess..err maybe not. Now that I think about it, it was really boring. I went to school, came home, got online ordered some junk I don't need but feel the urge to indulge myself in from alloy, and now I'm here. My birfday is next week. WOOT for Danny! I'll be 18 on March 16. Exactly one week from today. My mom said I ( Read more... )

-stix out tongue- pfdhgksjhdfgh!!!! Why do men have to be so complicated! I think somethings bothering Ben and he's just not telling me. For like two weeks he just hasn't been himself. He is so irretible and he seems like he doesn't wanna be around me or talk to me anymore. I'm gettin scared. I don't wanna lose him, but I don't wanna push him away ( Read more... )

I finally got up enough time to post these. It's from the show last Friday. The SpacePimps, Linus, Thought Deposit, and The Switch. But I couldn't post any Switch pictures because none of them really came out thanks to the damn smoke machines and my camera being fucked up. enjoye ;D

( Purddy Pictars )

I've officially come to the conclusion that I'm a loser. I work all the time. Have no time for myself and can't even manage to keep up with my lj. I haven't written in forever and I definitely need to get into to groups and shit. My life is a living hell right now. School is driving me fuckin insane. I hate this damn senior project. I still don't ( Read more... )

I came home from school early today. I don't feel like dealing with people. I had an emotional breakdown bigtime lastnite. I sat in Ben's car after he picked me up from work and just cried. Why, i don't know. I just felt like crying, and I still feel pretty shitty. I guess I've just had a pretty stressful start to this new year. My mom's driving me ( Read more... )

Hey guys, I haven't been on for a really long time. I bet Craig's been bored without me. -smiles- I've been kinda busy between shopping for x-mas, school, and a boyfriend. Lastnite i went to see Phantom Of The Opera. Ben took me for our 1 month anniversary and x-mas. It fuckin rocked. By far one of the best movies i've seen all year. I'm so tired. ( Read more... )

I haven't written since Friday but that's because Ben came home Saturday night..and I mished him so we've done nothing but hang-out...except for the days I worked. Speaking of... I worked lastnite..and it sucked..almost as bad as Sunday. Fuckin Shane is pissed because I'm goin out with Ben. Some day last week he read my info and it said something ( Read more... )

Hope everyone enjoyed their thanksgiving. I ate so much yesterday. I feel like such a glutton. I don't think i'm gonna eat for like 3 days. lol. I'm at my sister's house right now. I got here around 9 lastnite. We end up staying up til 4am. Then my neice's woke us up at 10 this morning. I'm SOOO tired, and i miss Ben. I can't wait til sunday when i ( Read more... )