no more.

[greenoystercult]

I am so sick when I think of him, but I can't cry.
I am going to Paris for all of August, leaving tomorrow.
Alex Ludlum (fellow heartbroken revolutionary) said to me, "most people go to paris to fall in love. not maggie and I."

what perfect timing;
things couldn't be worse here.

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[vialife_____]

maggie maggie.
you are in the room next to me, aaas usual.
it is irresponsible in a way, but not a bad one. reckless is a better word, but it's reckless with a point or with ambition. so it's okay, i think.

tonight i realized that i'm sad and tired for no other reason than i'm slowly coming to terms with the fact that you're leaving for a month and life isn't stopping for that, it's continuing without you. and i'm going to be in the continuing part, but i don't know if i'm scared for you or for us.

i say listen to a lot of regina spektor in paris, mostly the songs samson, lady and summer in the city. of course that time but i didn't find it necessary to mention.
answer me when i call you! and send me action-filled emails about your various loves and apartment parties.
remember that while you are growing up and i know that, you're not there yet.

i love you.