seriously. huge one.

it's soothing.

on the vineyard still...back friday. finally calm.

so i'v ebeen here about a week and guess what...things are good. back to portland friday a little calmer/tanner/happier.

missing spoon.

tomorrow night is my birthday party. please bring cupcakes.

i don't really know how to undertsand or explain everything that's been happening but i'm just going to believe that i kind of brought it all upon myself and i know that. i was warned and i was just so grateful for some kind of friednship, even if it bordered inappropriate that i ignored everyone and just let the situation get completely out of ( Read more... )

My sisters are here. What a fucking freak show this could be.

I'm sitting in here drinking Long Trail missing Vermont and vacations and time to relax and instead I have a couple of broken blood vessels from crying so hard today...and that's not even just me being melodramatic...i've cried that hard and i'm still not even sure it's worth it. oh wait, yeah it's not ( Read more... )

Better today...much better actually, lazy, painting and marshmallow toasting in the living room with benjamin. work tomorrow at second time around, maybe i'll do some sketches? time to begin preparation for the fall shows and the craziness that will ensue. i'm realizing that part of the reason i get so anxious about things is because lately i've ( Read more... )

So here are some new interesting things that have happened recently ( Read more... )

I was drinking raspberry beer that tasted like sparkling cider and reminded me of dreams i never had and made me attempt to write something meaningful in my livejournal ( Read more... )