Since I felt like I worried a lot of people with my last post...

[greensan]

And many asked how I was and what happened, I decided to make an explanation here of what I've been up to this summer/fall.

Comments

[color2theworld]

You sound well...awesome. I mean seriously you're going through all that heartache (more fish in the sea and all that jazz), then you get hit by a car in a bus(...ow), and now you feel lonely. It's normal to feel like that. Plus you still want to help your friends. Besides, even if you act like a bitch I'm sure someone will point it out, like my friends will point out when I need to stop talking, singing, worrying etc. I can be such a diva sometimes *sighs* sorry I didn't even comment on the last rant my internet was down. >//< You'll be fine sweetheart.............................SURPRISE ATTACK!*glomps*

[greensan]

*nuzzlenuzzle* The deal is that I know many people who's been through worse stuff, hun... So I don't think I'm awesome in the least. ^^;

[color2theworld]

Yeah, trust me I know the feeling. The one where you want to hug them but you know they don't want you to touch them. The one when you want to say don't fucking touch the knife! It's those times that I feel useless. I suck at reaching out to people. Oh, I know your problems sound small to them, they are, but they are still big to you. You can't help them without being in a place where you CAN help. It sounds sounds selfish but do they want you there when you are still hung up on you?

[greensan]

Du är för jädra gullig ska du veta. *kram* Och jag ska försöka prata med päronen så snart som möjligt~

[amelia_seyroon]

Rev up those hugs by ~Qsteel on deviantART

[greensan]

*tackleglompnuzzle*