i am gnawing on my knuckles in frustration. it's all about to fall. they will all drop like flies now. i now understand that phrase about things falling apart.

today they announced on the p.a. that my health teacher last year, the elderly woman which was made fun of on many occasions by me and sasa in the period of time in which we were enrolled in her class (which we deemed useless and/or moronic),has passed away. someone told sa this a few days ago; she laughed. i sort of thought this would be a rumor ( Read more... )

madisen happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!love birthday dance cake? love::::::::::::::happy benji 16 kisses ahahaha!!!!!!!!!!!:):):):):)(:(:(:
*<):O)8
where did shannon molo write? what's her name? what's new?
how are you? happy birthday? let's celebrate! you're like a million $$$$$$$!!!!

p.s.yes, yes i am on crack, what's it to you?

1. found out P guy's real name. maybe. i knew it was common, but it's kind of a dissapointment. and it doesn't start with "p". huh ( Read more... )

or, more like, i wish i was alive. my little valley is so stale and dumb and cold. so i'm sitting here searching desperately when everyone else is doing something. what am i searching for, you ask? i don't really know. maybe something i could take advantage of. and waiting for my download to finish. everyone's too busy to go to the movies this ( Read more... )

i was at the ben kweller show. i had 3 cats and an old hamster. life was almost as boring and meaningless. i was at a math level appropriete for my grade. amy was at a different school. i did not feel that much like the wierd girl ( Read more... )

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i'm a dork. well, i survived the first week back. just barely. sleepy as hell. more failing. finally read anthem. its actually good. im actually reconsidering capitalism. new outlooks on things rock! this week the lump actually came to class. is it weird to like someone just because they exist? i've never actually talked to him. i just like the ( Read more... )

I AM NOT GOING BACK!!! THEY CAN'T MAKE ME GO BACK! school ends at some point, right? god, i don't wanna go back. see, this is why i hate vacation so much. it ends. for once, i had a break from failing everything. no more late night reports. no more falling asleep during algebra. i have discovered the wonder that is daytime tv! i'm just hoping and ( Read more... )

i wanna be forgotten, and i don't wanna be reminded. i said please don't make this harder, noooooo, i wont, yet.
please don't tell me this journal sucks, i haven't written anything down because nothings happened yet.