screenplay
haven't been around in a while... realized that i missed this, this confessing to myself anyone else around the world what i'm thinking feeling doing, the ultimate freedom to just get outside my head and Write...
blank form
check the box
in the middle of a snowstorm, you freeze.
you punch in
punch out
the brief click of a button
before the flash
silver, and then
white
in the middle of a car crash, you freeze.
your heart beats
lub-dup
the world blurring
screaming, cars
honking, and then
STOP
your knuckles white against the dash
pray,
no one was hurt
pray,
you're okay
pray,
it could have been so much worse
and the three little beeps
your phone's dying
jump-start your heart
in the middle of the night, you wake up.
and like snow,
you see everything
falling,
paper problems
insurance forms
phone calls
meetings
e-mails
the official
release
in the middle of the night, you're buried
white
and then gone.
11.28.10
life's crazy, car crash, destroyed equipment, meeting w the production head, writing a screenplay, thinking of another, disappointed family, falling apart, pressure pressure pressure, possibly a movie, possibly changing someone's world, possibly a finished short film, possibly possibly and a long road ahead, some happy moments, some kind of family.
chris being wonderful, escaping, away, gone, then alone, going back into darkness, going back into fear
chris pulling me out, into the light, up, out of dark waters.
saving me from drowning.
(thank god)
blank form
check the box
in the middle of a snowstorm, you freeze.
you punch in
punch out
the brief click of a button
before the flash
silver, and then
white
in the middle of a car crash, you freeze.
your heart beats
lub-dup
the world blurring
screaming, cars
honking, and then
STOP
your knuckles white against the dash
pray,
no one was hurt
pray,
you're okay
pray,
it could have been so much worse
and the three little beeps
your phone's dying
jump-start your heart
in the middle of the night, you wake up.
and like snow,
you see everything
falling,
paper problems
insurance forms
phone calls
meetings
e-mails
the official
release
in the middle of the night, you're buried
white
and then gone.
11.28.10
life's crazy, car crash, destroyed equipment, meeting w the production head, writing a screenplay, thinking of another, disappointed family, falling apart, pressure pressure pressure, possibly a movie, possibly changing someone's world, possibly a finished short film, possibly possibly and a long road ahead, some happy moments, some kind of family.
chris being wonderful, escaping, away, gone, then alone, going back into darkness, going back into fear
chris pulling me out, into the light, up, out of dark waters.
saving me from drowning.
(thank god)