shelly watched joshua last night so ryan and i could still go on our date together. :) i asked for the olive garden... we ordered whatever we wanted, PLUS sweet teas. :) this is a big deal when money is quite tight so we usually always get waters and share something. fun ( Read more... )

 oh my goodness. somehow our clock went ahead an hour and we mistakingly woke up at 5am.   :( now im showered and dressed; no point in going back to sleep ( Read more... )

 i have the sweetest husband in the world ( Read more... )

 "i mean, like, what better to say when you see someone and you're just like, ah, like, sweetness."

sweetness.

oh my gosh.  ry and i are cookin' up the best dish of pancit you've ever seen.

yumm.

 it's been a nice sunday. ryan woke up early for church, i got joshua ready and went to the second service at 11. and because i went this morning, i skipped out on tonight and put joshua to bed early. :) made some brownies whiled i watched the ya ya sisterhood. :D i think that makes for a relaxing evening, yes ( Read more... )

 my mom moved into her apartment this weekend... i'm so happy for her. i told ryan the whole thing felt like food to my soul... i feel so edified. it's been so long, probably 10 years, that i have prayed for God to rescue her from this. her little place is so beautiful, so full of peace. and hope. for years my mom has said that she wanted a happy ( Read more... )

 oh man, i am just SO tired. i've never worked so hard in my life, seriously. chasing after a three year old while taking care of a three month old is pretty rough. by the end of the day i'm completely wasted.
ryan took joshua when i got home and let me sleep for two hours. i feel ok, but i could still go back to sleep for the night.
did anyone see ( Read more... )

how, HOW is it possible to love someone so much?
i just melt at the sight of him. 
every little noice he makes, every reach, every cry... i'm there. 110%, completely enamored.
obsessed sounds ridiculous. God put this feeling in mommys, it was totally intentional. 
i can't imagine what mothers go through when they lose a child... my life revolves around ( Read more... )

busy BUSY day. i'm surprised i haven't crashed yet ( Read more... )