remember to breathe
and everything will be okay

Grrr they changed plans, and hung out at his house, and then went in the spa. Jeff was there, Mikes friend. But Debby and Mike stayed up talking till like 12 AM! Hanging out is fine. His house, the spa, not cool. They are getting together again on Monday ( Read more... )

Mike hung out with Debby today. She called him, and they hung out. I'm doing well. Sea World tomorrow!

Okay my period seriously makes me BI POLAR!!!!! It makes me so angry..... I get all pissy and mean, I hate it ( Read more... )

Things are realllly good. Much better. Much much. I am suuper happy and way excited about it. I am failing at saving money though. I just can't seem to STOP eating out. It's impossible... Well and something else that sucks, it might rain on Friday. Might rain, not so bad... but might rain when you planned to beach it up? NOT cool mother nature!!! ( Read more... )

So things went down.. down... down... crash. Then they jumped right back up again. I hope this will be the last time that happens. I really think we can be perfect. We really are the cutest thing ever when we are all good. Hehe like today.. I was tickling him, and he was holding me up and I was screamin and screamin acting like a monsterrr cus he ( Read more... )

I hate it when you ask for honesty... expecting them to sway it just a bit so it won't hurt your feelings.... but you get complete honesty. Again.. sad facee!!

Mike is at Disneyland today with his friieeeennndddsss. I hope he is having fun because I sure am sitting here at home, alone! NOTT!! He won't text me back either. Sadd face!

Yesterday I got sad again! Because he said he was going to Disneyland with 3 of his friends, who happen to be myy friends also, kinda, from work. Jodi, Deanna, and Rachel. He is going to Disneyland with all of them on Monday, and haha, I am not invited. It kinda hurts because I thought they liked me too! Mike just explained its not that they dont ( Read more... )

K so yesterday I esplained my feelings. I told him that I basically overall, felt that I liked him a lot more than he liked me... and you know what he said ( Read more... )