for these reasons, i've been a careful thinker my whole life.

[greenteaisgood]

I thought that if only I lived life perfectly and made only the right choices and best decisions, I would never have to feel pain again.

(i wanted so much for him to care, enough so that he would reach out for me,

even if it were just to pause to say hello and howdoyoudo.)

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[teagan_isback]

i miss you, and i realize this is my fault. im sorry. hopefully we can fix this though <3 should i call you ....

[teagan_isback]

so we can hang out...

[teagan_isback]

and no one can live perfectly and you will feel pain until you die, if that makes it any better.