so things are not so great with my grandmother. the complications from the chemo are now more life-threatening than the cancer, which is exactly what happened to my other grandma. my mom is leaving for AZ tomorrow, and i'm not allowed to come with. school just started, i just got another job with veritest that i have to start, and mom says it's ( Read more... )

so, the two me's are fighting again. i got offered a different job at veritest, which is the same basic job but in a different area. i start on the 13th, and half of me is happy and the other half is depressed. this quarter will be a lot of work, and working 36 hours a week on top of that will be hella hard. however, a steady fat paycheck will ( Read more... )

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blegh. i'm sick. and my nyquil has worn off and i have to get up in less than 2 hours. i'm feeling dizzy and way too hot and nauseated because i'm too warm and it's freaking WINTER! and i don't want to get up in the morning. i feel sooo gross. blegh.

BLEGH, i say!

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oh my god. i cleaned my room today! only my bedroom, not the other one yet. but it's totally clean and i could even consider having people IN my room in the future because i won't be so embarrassed about the state of my rooms. i'm so happy right now ( Read more... )

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i have reached the end of my rope. there is no more rope. i am ropeless. that is, lacking in rope or any other kind of cordage ( Read more... )

it's been quite a while since i last updated. lots of stuff has happened ( Read more... )