what happened to the times where it actually seemed like you loved me and wanted me around? cuz from what ive seen lately, you dont seem like you want to be around me anymore. we havent hung out hung out just us in sooo long. all i get anymore is a half hour or less then you have to leave. it doesnt seem like were best friends anymore. you know ( Read more... )

about 2 weeks til hes gone.
idk what im going to do with out him

idk whats wrong with me but since 3am last night i have not stopped crying. well, yea i have but ive been crying off and on all day long and i have no idea why. and i have a lot of homework due tomorrow including my take home midterm but i just cant find it in me to do it. ::sigh:: idk what to do.

so what do you do when you think you love someone, know you would do anything for them, love being with them, can't stand being apart, but know that you can never have them? or atleast that your chances are slim to none. i hate this

i hate being so close to him yet not being close enough. why cant i just have wat i want for once?!
<3 kris

so all in all this year fucking sucked ass. the good things that came from it blinded me and actually werent good at all. the people i met, the things i did, the people i lost everything sucked. i lost both my grandmas, i lost a lot of friends, and i had to come to a lot of relizations ( Read more... )

so i got my wisdom teeth out on friday. 4 1/2 hours. my mouth hurts. the end

<3 kris

p.s did i mention MY MOUTH HURTS?!

so the only time i update anymore is when im bored shitless out of my mind. fun huh ( Read more... )

yea so im bored. what the hell i'll update. so as of last thur (july 30th) im 18! wooo hooo. it was one of the best bdays ever. adam took me to a baseball game, then went to dinner, then i was surprised my christina and rudy for bowling. yay. my co workers took my out to roscoes chicken and waffles on thur night to celebrate. it was great ( Read more... )

yay im goin to the beach if my effin dad will hurry the hell up. gosh! yay....get ready nay nay cuz we're gonna have fun!


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