I don’t know why I even try some times. I put forth effort and I don’t see anything in return. Please send me anything than signals that are mixed. That’s the one thing that gets me. I don’t know how to act or how to talk to you. I don’t want to step on toes and I just feel like I’m stuck in a world of limbo. Please tell me how you feel; please ( Read more... )

I hate confusion, its probably the worst state to be in. You never know for certian what is going on. I hate walking into a situation not knowing what i'm going into. I dont mind having a bit of Spontaneous ness of life, but i also dont like the uncertiny of things ( Read more... )

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Well hello everyone, I hope everyone is doing okay. My life has been moving at such a fast pace lately and i love it. Cleaned my garadge yesterday and its really clean. I feel proud that i cleaned it and i like to just walk through it and see how pretty i made it :P. Been working out alot more aswell, feel good about myself. Did some bench presses ( Read more... )

I'm missing something in my life right now and I hate it. I dont want to be inside, i dont want to play video games. It drives me nuts. i had another dream about Chrissy last night. Thats about three these past two weeks. I still wonder about her, how she is doing. hoping that she is okay. I cant say that i dont miss her at times, i Do. I still ( Read more... )

its been so long since i posted one of these. Sorry guys, I will update and stuff with pictures soon.

feelings come and feelings go what will these feelings do today?

The water on the green belt looked so good today :( I had a nice walk with Monique. we both wanted to jump in

Cody just called me and we had a good talk. Things have been going through my mind though after our conversation just now. Mostly with relationships and what I want in my life. Normally when I write about my feelings on here I hide behind a thin cover. I try to clearly say what is in my heart and what I am feeling, but I usually veil it in some way ( Read more... )

I have something to say, but i dont really know how to say it. Its been going through my mind in the past few hours. nothing bad or anything, just wish i could change the things to make them better.