something about the way things work out...

.. makes me want to slash the shit out of myself.

I miss Jessica..

I'm not sure about things at the moment.

The pockets in my lungs have collapsed from where the pneumonia was. That is why I can not breathe. They gave me new medicine. It makes me hyper. Ben said today was the first day I've seemed happy in a long time. I didn't cry on the bus. =)

I realized today that I am officially over Aric. And damn did it feel good.

I. am. not. happy.
with any of this.

I have so many regrets..

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It's amazing how things can change so quickly. How.. People can drift so far apart from you and you only realize it once it's too late. No matter how hard you try, it won't ever be the same. You can't fix what has already been broken. You can't just pick up where you left off and act like nothing happened. Because.. It did. And that changes people ( Read more... )

I want.. to be.. real.

i hate going to school and seeing aric. its hard to avoid him. its hard to make myself remember. its.... i dont know ( Read more... )

Tate Timothy Weber.
I love you.

It's the little things that drive me crazy. Seeing you look at me.. Or being there when you smile... when you move me so I'm closer to you. It's how good it feels to just.. be near you. It's.. knowing I am actually going to fall asleep with thoughts other than "I wish I wouldn't wake up, tomarrow." It's.. The smile I get when I see you. How.. I don ( Read more... )