Comments | gregnelson: Feels like a rant is coming on

gregnelson

Feels like a rant is coming on

Jul 08, 2005 01:12

Everythings falling to pieces... again... So mad at my self... so mad at everyone else... damn, I miss my drugs... they at least kept the pain back a little. I seem to be losing friends I had, and the new ones aren't all they're cracked up to be... (Cept you Emma ;) )I've been trying so hard to get rid of this pain in my soul... this failure... ( Read more... )

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dance2liv July 8 2005, 14:08:50 UTC

There is no sin that you could have commited that God cannot forgive. If you are truly sorry for the mistakes you have made, and you ask Him for penance, He will grant it. Stay the course. Don't give up on faith just because things are tough. Job went through worse than you or I ever have. Pray. Look to Him for guidence. It may not come directly. It may not even come soon. But if you stay the course, you try to better yourself, and you look to God's wisdom, eventually, everything will work out.
Have faith, and even the worst can pass.
I shall pray for you.

Yeah... I know... gregnelson July 9 2005, 01:31:55 UTC

It's just hard to believe when I seem to fail at everything I put my mind to. I'm just so weak willed, it's easy for me to just give up. And I can't help but think my friends are becoming more and more distant, and I'm too shy to say anything...
Thanks for the prayers. I'm sure things will get better, this is just kind of all hitting me all at once.

Re: Yeah... I know... dance2liv July 18 2005, 16:54:52 UTC

I know it sucks, but you can pull this off. Force yourself to do things that you need to and to stop yourself from doing things you shouldn't. If it helps, add a little voice to your own that enforces these things. Before you do something, ask yourself if you should. If there's something that you need to do, don't ask if it's possible. Just ask how to get it done.